Happy Holidays Fawnlings!
This is a bit of a flashback post as I've only recently been able to look back at the photos with the bittersweet feeling being bearable. That's what travel and living in another place does - your heart just ends up crumbling into pieces all over the place and its not a clean cut down the middle, but a rather blurry mess. Perhaps its the fact that through social media I can see the everyday happenings of my friends there and they seem to be just beyond my fingertips. I crave simple day-to-day conversations face to face and joking around between classes. We're all happy where we are but somehow still wish to be in other places. The globes a funny thing wrapped in an invisible internet net and it can be deceiving; instantaneous communication while you're oceans apart.
I know I'll cringe when I read this over in the morning but for now that's how I feel, happy but a little lost and confused. I had a dream last night I was back with them and I woke up feeling disorientated in my own bed.
Will be back to ramble again,
- N xx