A WET MAN DOES NOT FEAR THE RAIN

So this is one of those posts that may slip between the cracks a little, but that's how I want it to be. I've noticed lately my mood is a fragile creature that just wants to crawl up into a ball and stay like that for a while. I suppose there hasn't been a definite trigger for this all but as this is my little space of the internet I thought I might lay out my thoughts. I'm on edge, not being able to sleep, breaking down over petty things and while I'm unsure as to why, I'm telling myself that how I feel now is not a concrete thing. One of my dear friends (u rock gems) said that her advice is to put energy into other things. For me it's to write, to draw, to create and yes to sleep and let things that cannot change, be. It's so hard to face constant negative thoughts and just so frustrating dealing with internal conflicting emotions festering but being able to listen to the thoughts I can hear in the background (that I want to slam the door on) will help in the long haul. I don't suppose I quite know where I'm going with this but I've decided to share the less happy-go-lucky bits of my life here as well. Will be a bit MIA on the social media front for a little while but I have a couple of blog posts scheduled regardless. Stay well friends x